I’ve just returned from Art Basel Miami Beach, an event I
look forward to for months in advance, and begin planning my outfits for weeks
ahead of time. I planned to create three garments inspired by works at the
fairs, and photograph them on site. After
a horrific paint spill and a disappearing painting, I didn’t
accomplish what I set out to do. In
fact, I didn’t even complete one and I left Miami feeling unfulfilled. But there’s always a silver lining to failed
creative endeavors – you learn something about yourself and your process along
the way.
The photo above is an example of one of these failed
attempts. After losing an entire garment
to an unfortunate paint spill in my suitcase on the flight to Miami, I set out
to make a new dress. Inspired by Kenneth Noland’s Mach II from Acquavella
Galleries, a work of art I saw at Art Basel during the VIP Preview day, I hand-painted
this dress in my hotel room using childrens’ finger paints I bought at
Walgreens. I wasn’t very happy with the
result, given my limited resources, but set out to photograph the piece
nonetheless. When I returned to the fair,
I found that the piece had sold, and was already out of the country with its
new owner, a private collector. Slightly devastated, I posed for this photo
outside the fair. In a strangely
poignant turn of events, when the photo was uploaded to my computer, it was
slightly mutilated in the process, resulting in the bewildering version
above. In a weird way, the photo seems
more like a work of art to me than the dress; all I had to do was remove my control
from the process.
That, in a nutshell, is what I learned this year: no matter
how much you plan and prepare ahead of time, there are always external factors
that are out of your control. The
finished product may be completely divergent from what you set out to create,
but that doesn’t mean it isn’t a success – as long as you learned something
along the way.
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| Kenneth Noland, Mach II, 1964 via Acquavella Galleries at Art Basel Miami Beach |
Photo of me by William Sealy; painting photo by me.









